Back from Japan. Tataiima~

Wala~ I'm back from Japan. Was so sad to come back. I love Japan so so so much. Everything is almost perfect there. Was a very experience trip. Experienced their real earthquake, stuck in Tokyo Station because of strong winds. Huhu. Everyday is a tiring day. Get up to the station get down run here run there to catch the other train. 

They have a hectic life there. The expenses is very high~ I mean living standard.  Till here. Will update more when I done editing the photos.

Post before doing my assignments.

Loads of assignments are waiting me. 2 presentation needs to be present on next week. DOOMED. Degree life is not fun. *missing diploma's life* Now my room is a mess and it ain't cheering me up. Loads of boxes needs to be unpack yet I'm lazy to do it. Not going back to hometown this week. Wish this life could stop now. One thing is i really hope that i can slim down in 3 months time.

Gonna watch smurf with Michelle this Friday. Yay! Super missing her and Waimun! Missing the gossip. BUt i think now we don't have any similar topics already. Sigh. Another thing to be sad. What a "joyful" life i have. I just want back the time we spent together. Seriously! T.T Why........... So many things need to be done. Really tired. Everyday woke up with problems in my head. PLUS! I DIDN'T GET MY MQA CERT STILL!!!! I hope i will get it soon, if not... T.T I will take the exams again. I DON'T WANT!!!!!!

Till here. Ciao.

Its a boring life. Sucks.

Demotivated. Moody. Speechless. These are my moods now. Don't feel like talking at all. Can't really laugh out. I smile fakely, and unwantedly. -.- Don't know why i have this kind of mood. I just hope these mood would just fly away tomorrow. I hate it so much. It makes me think of my life is useless. Sigh. Presentations keep coming and knock my door. I don't have any mood to do the research thingy at all. Felt so sorry to my group members. T.T I wish holidays were longer and i have a time stopper machine. But it was only just a dream.

Had night mares for don't know how many nights already. When I'm feeling moody, I always want to pick a fight with my boyfriend. =.= Pity him. I'm sorry. I'm just don't know what way i can let this go. Nothing will cheers me up. Not even chocolates or ice-cream. Maybe i'm just stressed out with all the things coming and coming. I had no one to share with? I lost a lot of things recently. I don't know how to express it out. I hope this is just my imagination.

PLUS!

One of my best sister is leaving to Singapore. T.T I will miss you! Hornestly, going to college without you is so demotivating. This is the first time i felt wanted to cry. T.T

Thats all. Ciao.

romantic date that i miss.

Just a simple photo would reminds me so much of our date. =)

I love you.