moody

Am i a burden to you? For once in a lifetime he said that everyday he is so pressure. Sigh. I can feel that + this sentences is hurting me too. I'm demanding too much. Kind of sad when he said this to me. What can i do? Think i'm a burden instead of girlfriend. Maybe life would be easy for him without me. :( hurt and sad. Feeling down for this few days. No one knows what am I thinking. No one will ask. Feel I am so alone. Try to be happy infront of friends. Try to be happy go lucky-er than them. They could complain to me. But i have no one to complain to. Except few. But I don't know how to open my mouth said i have problem. Well, let just hide it in my heart forever. Burried deep deep down.

Back from Japan. Tataiima~

Wala~ I'm back from Japan. Was so sad to come back. I love Japan so so so much. Everything is almost perfect there. Was a very experience trip. Experienced their real earthquake, stuck in Tokyo Station because of strong winds. Huhu. Everyday is a tiring day. Get up to the station get down run here run there to catch the other train. 

They have a hectic life there. The expenses is very high~ I mean living standard.  Till here. Will update more when I done editing the photos.

greetings. been very busy since cny ends. Busy working. and finally i got my new baby! :D Baby J1. Got it on Monday. My salary is deducted. O: left rm0 in my bank. Damned. But no worries. I am still working. I mean half working. Todays an off day at factory, but work at home. Chores are waiting. Grrr. And less than one month to my tokyo trip!!!!!!!!!!!! Hooray!

Auntie ling said i must go to their baking school to take a tour!! Yahoo! 1st mission: get their recipeeee. Moohahahahaaaa. Sake factory, sausage factory here i come too! I am super duper hyper excited. and last is Tokyo Disney!!!!! hahahaa.. I can't stop laughing. Been waiting for this trip for 21yearss. And finally my dad said have to bring me go~ Well, valentines day had pass and also my bigday~ I'm officially 21 now. Sounds old. Can i be forever 21?? Okie dokie till here.Ciao

Locking my blog.

Planned to lock my blog, but i decided not to. Today is the fourth day of Chinese New Year. Oh yah, Happy Chinese New Year. Theres happy and sad.. Blagh, i don't know what to write here. Waiting for breakfast. Will be going to my brother's gf house later.. Till here. Ciao.

Flu ain't getting away.

I'm so bored. After the 2 days rest, i'm still sick. Flu is not getting away but cough is coming. =| Dar is not free either. We can't have a date. One thing that makes me happy is mom and dad agrees to let me buy Nikon J1 - with my own salary :D. But i have to work with them. So, my wish as i planned - i will get the camera by end of February which meansss before going to the Tokyo trip! Yay! Awesome photos are waiting! Moohahahahaaa. Say goodbye to my old olympus camera. Well, at first i was thinking to sell my dslr. But mom scolded me :\ she said that camera is your bf bought it just for you! I should treasure it. <3 <3 :目.

Duhh i'm still bored.... Ciao.