In the blog mood.

Was suddenly in the mood to blog. Good things and bad things do happen. Was very happy because last night i finally speak out our problem. Just a small matter that i realized long time ago but he still didn't notice it. Congrats to me that i finally say it out. We solved it. =D Good mood. Super good mood.

But then, today we very stress during meeting. Seriously, my mind is spinning and my head is awfully pain. Sigh. Couldn't smile at all. Whole brain is like assignment assignment assignment. T^T Thankfully, outing with Waimun and Michelle after class. I am super stress and relieved after outing with them. Super miss them. Hahahahaa. I am still so hyper. nyahahahahahaaaaaa. 

Till here. Ciao.

Blagh

Oh and if I mention no names and you feel the need to respond, then you must have a guilty conscience. This is a p.s for the last post.

I am not interested in your life.

If you think that I am writing bad things about you. Then you are wrong. Because I am so NOT interested in your life and don't want to know anything about your life. SERIOUSLY! There is nothing for me to write about you. If you think that I am saying you, then you are so lifeless. Duh. My life is so much interesting than yours, why i have to write about you??? -___-..... So speechless.

Think whatever you want then. If you hate me, I'm okay with it. Because I'm not living my life to please you. So please, GET A LIFE! Don't make me fed up with you!

is you. your own.

apparently, no one can help you when you are in the moody and stressing time. Yes. NO ONE. seriously, i am in this situation now. from the day my degree start. this stone kept in my heart and it is getting bigger bigger and heavier. well, when you said that you are stress, most of the people will say :" good luck, gambateh, or i know you can cope with it, ect..." but what i really want is to cry out loud. a simple hug will do too. but i never get it.

i've been so moody for weeks. i can't even do a thing to not to be moody. HOW TO LET IT OUT????!!!!!!! just kill me please. i really feel to giving up. but what should i do after i give up? some how i couldn't find any of my dreams any more. i have no target. i gave up my air hostess dream since i receive so many negative comments. sigh. what is life?? eat sleep work eat sleep work? i don't know.

what i really need now is a shoulder to cry on.